alcohol is meant to make one sleep better. no ?






why does it has opposite effect on me instead ehhh?
i'm like kept more awake can !?!

Zzz~






out.
to.
head.
to.
work.

WORK.


as a hotelier.



indeed a WOW and a BOO..





i've been ending my work after 11pm ever since that very leave i had for my 21st birthday. when i ended at 11.45pm one of the night, i was afraid that i didnt have a bus to head back home! so i headed out. -_- and to top it up, last night i ended work only close to 0015hrs!! BAHHH. but the experience gained, is different~ (:


and i havent been having enough sleep either.
5-6 hours a day, is not very nice!
:/




i really want to blog leh! and have many chio photos.
but!
free time spent is better out with friends than blogging, hor? haha.


i have yet to compensate to many, whom have came to my celebration and that i havent been a good host to. because i realized that there are many people whom i didnt have photos taken with. i mean, MORE photos la!


and seriously seriously speaking, i hate to take photos when i am out after work. reason being: my stupid hair. soooooo, no pictures of me! hahaha.



BOOOOOOO.
and now, i dont have much inspiration to blog leh.
zzzz~

i have had a great birthday! like seriously!


but right now, i'm toooo busy for a proper blog entry; like yesterday! i know it definitely sounds crazy, but sleeping at 1.30am and then reaching the hotel at 6.30am in the morning and then leaving close to 9.30pm, is indeeeed tiring. BAHHHH. i just collapsed onto bed and the feeling was beyond description.


woooooooooooooooooooots.



and today. 12th november!


happy 21st birthday miss teo yifang!

will make up to meet everyone sooon okay!
(:





now.
i'm gonna leave the house for work again.
be back sooooonish!
(:


















he thought that she was trying to kill herself!
but thank god she wasnt, because she knew that she has a bright future. :)

((:


saw this two days ago, on the noticeboard near to our lockers, where everyone will definitely see it every day... hoho!




and today, i saw the FO people writing birthday cards! when i went closer, they hid the cards away from me! HAHAHA. no surprise already, but i wanna know what they are writing!


;)











if the problem was discovered and rectified earlier, would it be still unresolved now?

happy halloweeen yo!
not gonna party tonight though daddy bought me a hat for halloween. BAHHH.


but parties with the right company never fail to bring smiles! ((:

even when i was an smart alec to bring along my camera, BUT without the battery. hohoho~ well, 'cos i had missy ang who managed to save the night!

and her camera was gooooood;
to have sepia and black & white settings!

and i've intentionally left one photo unedited to show how redddddddddd i was that very night. it was just within minutes that the blood circulation starts. wooooooots~ no thanks to the f'ming lambo. hurhur.








you just know it when you smile and laugh out loud altogether.
(:









when life gives you tequila, ask for salt and lemon.
view from different angles to get stuffs in a whole for the better.

good news!
i've slimmed!

bad news,
in quite an unhealthy way, IMHO.
:/



when WC saw me last weekend, the first thing that he said was, " wtF happened to you!? why has your face became so sharp!? " (damnit! he hardly uses those words on me! then the f word came. -_-) ... while G went like, " EH! you're gonna fly off my sexy babe soon like that! " ...

i paused for a moment and wondered.
hMmm. i didnt wish for that to happen, my dear brothers. ):



EEHHHHH BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT OF THE ENTRY LA!



it's just that i havent been uploading photos from my camera since 17th september (so i can chopchop distribute photos! but then again, it's not that i have alot of photos to upload also....), and that i've been looking at these photos for the past month and i'm still so missing the night! BAHHH. and i know i havent blogged a proper entry for eons. so here i am!



PHOTOLOG actually, to satisfy your eyes with the pretty babes!
heheeee~




with so much lovessss from my trio that night;

when we rocked Zouk, with the numerous photos! heckkkk the mambo that's ongoing, 'cos what really matters was that we had major fun! (yes yes, to whoever that reminded me that nikki has already uploaded on fb, but mine's more complete cannn!)






and of course, with some other fun-loving company as well!
((:







SERIOUSLY!


i havent had such times for a longggg time, all thanks to school and assignments and projects. did i also say that i struggled through the whole night without any sleep before the submission of my assignment, and then i finished to rush to school to submit, then head to the hospital to visit ron's grandma that very afternoon, and then came back in the evening to bathe and then to rock the club for the night again? and then to reach home at 4am, and then to reach school by 9am once again. call me superwoman! yeahhhh, which was listed in entries before, why i said that i felt that i was preparing for the subaru challenge! LOL. hardly any sleep and i withstoood all the hours! :D

read HERE if you are unsure of what i meant. check out the date yo!


and what's the outcome?


breakouts and dark eye circles.
damnit! i wont have the evil circles in the past lor!


BOOOOO!
and i'm sorry, for backdating my entry~! this was like, on 16 September?
heeee~ the need for a major lovin' party before traders sees me hard at work!












what i really need at those times, were those comforting shoulders and ears. i am grateful my trio was around with me. lotsa lotsa love, hugs & kisses!
((:

the chinese said that it's good or auspicious for good things to come in a pair. i really wished that they could happen on me, but it didnt.

it's a chain of bad things that is happening now, and fuck?



i just lost my ring today at work.
the one i bought with my first ever salary? you knowwwww, the first ring, that i bought?

i wished i knew where i left/dropped it, so that i could retrieve it. it's so much more than the monetary value that i've lost, because that just meant so much to me! just like what that's hurting me so badly now.

so painful.




_l_
FML.

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

by, Celion Dion - Because You Loved Me





i remember xx once said on her blog that you would have made someone waste 5 to 10 secs of his/her life because you copied and pasted a song's lyrics and took it as a blog entry. now, i kept listening to this song again and thought about so much.


indeeeeed;
everything that has been said was so much easier than doing it. why oh why oh whyyyy?





the weekend was such a scare because i thought i was gonna be blurred with my vision with all the tearing and all the pain and itch. i wanted to cry so much but i was scared it would worsen everything.

MC for twodays.